MAN THIS WAS GETTING CRAZY. Todd Blackburn just fell out of the
helicopter during insertion and somebody got shot while trying to
help him. But none of us knew for sure because Chalk 4 wasn’t where
they were supposed to be. They roped-in a block too soon.
It was getting chaotic. People were shooting at us. Somalis were
showing up everywhere, running back and forth across the streets
like those little moving targets at the shooting arcade in Frontierland
at Disney. Should we fire at them? Some had weapons. Some did not.
It was hard to tell. But somebody had to be shooting at us from the
corners of those buildings because a lot of Rangers were firing back in
all directions, and rules of engagement say we don’t fire unless there’s
someone firing at us.
Even the helicopters overhead were engaged. The bone-rattling
roar of their mini-guns sounded like slow-motion lightning ripping
the sky apart. There’s a terrible sense of urgency forced through your
nerves when those fully automatic Gatling guns let loose at a total
annihilation rate of 10,000 rounds per minute.
2 GET IT ON!
Who are they firing at? Are there really that many bad guys out
there? Man, what’s happening? Thirty minutes ago I was in shorts
and flip-flops writing a letter home to my mom. I think they call this
being in combat. What was that? I think I just got hit. So this is what
it feels like.
I was kneeling against the wall of the target building, which is
exactly where they tell you NOT to kneel because bullets follow
walls. How would someone know this? Who tested that theory? Must
have been someone just like me who leaned against a wall and then
got hit by a wall-following bullet. But it’s an instinctive thing to run
for cover. So when there really isn’t any cover out in a street, you run
for a wall. You lean against it because it just feels more secure, right
up until some Somali from two hundred yards down the road fires
a burst from his AK-47 in your general direction and the trajectory
path of those rounds begin hurtling toward you at 715 meters per
sec. Good news is, the person who pulled the trigger was not very
disciplined, so the bullets are off target and are going to miss their
mark, me, and instead slam into the wall about five feet in front of
me. Bad news is, the rounds continue their forward velocity, skipping
off the wall and impacting center mass at original said target: me.
Lucky shot.
On the receiving end it’s hard to believe a tiny little thing like a
bullet could hit you with so much force. If you’ve ever had Derek Jeter
swing a baseball bat into your midsection and knock you backwards
on your butt, then you know exactly what it’s like to get struck by a
couple of wall-skipping 7.62 rounds. If you haven’t had Derek Jeter do
that to you, then take my word for it, bullets pack a punch. One hit me
solidly in the ammo pouch and was stopped by one of the ammunition
magazines, which is only about an inch wide. I fell back on my
butt and thought I was going to explode. Literally.
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The rounds in my magazine were smoking from the impact. In
my confusion, I’m thinking they might start cooking off or something.
So I started yanking the ammunition out of my pouch like hot
potatoes. Apparently, the sight must have been funny to see, because
my buddy Randy Romaglia was across the street laughing at me.
Another round went through the ammo pouch, destroyed a magazine,
and exited out the back bouncing off my Kevlar plate. “Thank
God for body armor.”
It would take me many battles and many years to understand the
full meaning of those words. In the big scheme of that particular day in
history, me getting hit by two poorly aimed and richocheting 7.62mm
rounds was just a small inconsequential moment, one I don’t even
bother to talk about when I tell the story of that day. One man being
“almost hurt” is rather unmentionable given 78 others were wounded
and 19 killed. But as I have grown in my faith through the years, I have
come to realize it was not the body armor that saved me. It was God’s
armor and the extraordinary men He placed on my left and right. He
had a job for me to do later down the line and wanted me to make it out.
“The LORD your God is in your midst, a victorious
warrior.” (Zephaniah 3:17 NASB)
The physical wounds of a combat veteran will heal in time. But
there are some scars that never go away. When you walk away from
something others did not, you will spend the rest of your life thanking
those people who were on your left and on your right that day.
Because I know the only reason I am still here today is by the grace of
God and the efforts of those men. I will honor them both by proudly
telling our story to all who will listen.
4 GET IT ON!
You will also find yourself forever struggling and haunted by an
odd sense of guilt. Why me, God? Why did You let me live when others,
did not? Men who had families. Men who were three times the
soldier I was. People who deserved to live. So why me?
You can let the guilt do one of two things. It can bury you in anger
and pity. Or you can use it to motivate you to live up to everything
you’re worth. Knowing your worth and realizing just how important
you are to the big picture is a challenge and something I struggle with
even today.
Most of us want to make a difference in this world. We want
to know at the end of the day that we matter, that we counted for
something. Those who wear the uniform of the U.S. military need
not worry about that. But for the rest of us out here in the real world
we wonder, “How do I make a difference?” “What can I do that really
matters?” “How will I be remembered?”
My friends, these are easy questions to answer if all you do is lead
and lead by example. Because when you set an example for others to
follow, those around you take notice. I promise you they do. Whether
they tell you or not, they are watching. You lead, they will follow, and
the team around you becomes stronger. Thus, you have made a difference
and you have changed a life.
The Army manual on Military Leadership FM-22-100 has a
simple definition for leadership: Leadership is the Process of influencing
others to accomplish the mission by providing purpose, direction, and
motivation. It is a simple explanation, but exactly how you go about
providing the purpose, direction, and motivation necessary to influence
others is a topic that can fill thousands of books and millions of
pages. I’m certainly not here to write another lesson on how to be a
better leader. I just want you to be one.
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I realize most of us do not actually hold a position of leadership.
Notice at no point does the definition of leadership say anything
about, rank, seniority, status, tenure, hierarchy, pay-grade, pecking
order, totem poles, or ducks in a row. Remember it’s never the title or
the position that defines a great leader. It is the example you set. The
Wizard of Oz didn’t give anything to the lion he didn’t already have.
The people who fill the pages of this book are not the generals,
colonels, or captains. They are the brand new sergeants like Randy
Ramaglia who took over for his squad when his squad leader went
down. They are the young privates like David Floyd. He was in
charge of no one but himself, but the example he set was exceptional.
He saved my life and those around him.
When Paul the apostle sat alone for years in a Roman cell, he
had some time on his hands. Instead of feeling sorry for himself,
he used that time to do some good. He wrote a whole bunch of letters
to folks who needed guidance on how to move forward with this new
thing called Christianity. In the most famous part of his letter to the
Ephesians, he advises them to suit up for battle. “Put on all of God’s
armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of
the devil [or enemy]” (Eph. 6:11 !"#).
To help illustrate the reality of spiritual warfare, Paul used the
modern-day battlefield of the Roman Empire to make his point.
As will I. Because whether we are talking about the conquest of
Germania, the Russian front, the beaches of Normandy, the mountains
of Korea, the jungles of Vietnam, the streets of Mogadishu,
Bagdad, or Kabul, the stories told by those who were there carry
a common theme. Somebody, somewhere, at some terribly urgent
moment and against all odds, did something extraordinary to lead
the way. They set an example for others to follow. Be that person.
6 GET IT ON!
I can’t tell you where. I can’t tell you when. But I can tell you
with absolute certainty the call will come for you to get it on! And
just like that, the course of your life will change forever. Will you be
prepared? Will you have what it takes to “readily display the intestinal
fortitude required to fight on to the Ranger objective and complete the mission,
though I be the lone survivor?” Of course you will. Why? Because
you are a “specially selected and well-trained soldier” with a promise to
keep!“never shall I fail my comrades.”
You understand what it means to be counted on and are willing
to carry the burden of leadership that can be a heavy load to bear at
times. That’s why so many shy away from the responsibility. They
don’t want to do the hard work of leadership. Being counted on
means you might fail, so it’s much easier not to try. But you are not
that person. You have purpose. You have direction. And you are motivated
to “Lead the way, all the way.”
This is the story of extraordinary people just like you who did
just that.
The men of Chalk 3 and the crew of the Gunslinger call sign Super 66!
Top: Mike Kurth, Sean Watson, Stan Wood, Gary Fuller, Richard Strous, Eric
Suranski, Keni Thomas, George Siegler Bottom: David Floyd, Ned “No Fear”
Norton, Jeffrey Hulst, Scott Hargis, John Collette, Melvin DeJesus
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